Without mothering early then add abuse late - the Endogenous Opioid System gets out of wack (I’m a victim - panic attacks all my life, abuse, foster care, homelessness, welfare, a trailer w/Rats as big as cats, no heat, water or food - Valedictorian x 2 and went to Michigan Med School - I loved it. Now I’m reading all about it in Resear…
Without mothering early then add abuse late - the Endogenous Opioid System gets out of wack (I’m a victim - panic attacks all my life, abuse, foster care, homelessness, welfare, a trailer w/Rats as big as cats, no heat, water or food - Valedictorian x 2 and went to Michigan Med School - I loved it. Now I’m reading all about it in Research from the 1930, 40, 50, 60’s. It’s all been hidden. Mothering was broken w/a Plan. All the illicit drugs are a Part. Did you know that Jolly West and Ronald Siegel were teaching Macaques to smoke Crack in the Basement of UCLA 13 years before they unleashed crack onto SC LA? These People are Monsters and I’m not sure they are people. I need to shut up. I’m lonely and I’m basically a Harlow Monkey, afraid of the world even though I went to Medical School. The Narcissists my third year almost killed me. I’m a country girl who didn’t know what a wok was but I knew how to work the fields, d fix a combine by myself, raise chickens, can a thousand quarts of food so my siblings didn’t starve. I’m angry. It doesn’t have to be this way.
Without mothering early then add abuse late - the Endogenous Opioid System gets out of wack (I’m a victim - panic attacks all my life, abuse, foster care, homelessness, welfare, a trailer w/Rats as big as cats, no heat, water or food - Valedictorian x 2 and went to Michigan Med School - I loved it. Now I’m reading all about it in Research from the 1930, 40, 50, 60’s. It’s all been hidden. Mothering was broken w/a Plan. All the illicit drugs are a Part. Did you know that Jolly West and Ronald Siegel were teaching Macaques to smoke Crack in the Basement of UCLA 13 years before they unleashed crack onto SC LA? These People are Monsters and I’m not sure they are people. I need to shut up. I’m lonely and I’m basically a Harlow Monkey, afraid of the world even though I went to Medical School. The Narcissists my third year almost killed me. I’m a country girl who didn’t know what a wok was but I knew how to work the fields, d fix a combine by myself, raise chickens, can a thousand quarts of food so my siblings didn’t starve. I’m angry. It doesn’t have to be this way.
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